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Journal of 11/29/2019

Journal of 11/29/2019

Posted on November 30, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

I just want to punch things through the day. It started on day one, really. Between the rainman walking/pacing and the uncontrollable, guttural…

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Journal of 11/28/2019

Journal of 11/28/2019

Posted on November 29, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

It’s been one calendar month since Gabriel died.  I’m no closer to accepting it. Every single day, I want to see his face,…

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Journal of 11/27/2019

Journal of 11/27/2019

Posted on November 28, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

Today (11/27) I talked with Jim about the kinds of people/categories of people I meet now. One type carries their own grief and…

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Journal of 11/26/2019

Journal of 11/26/2019

Posted on November 27, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

I thought about the 26th, or at least, as the day was winding down, I realized that it was another day where I…

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Journal of 11/25/2019

Journal of 11/25/2019

Posted on November 26, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

Dali dreams of a bee around a pomegranate, but I dream of Gabriel, my lost son, one second before waking. I sat in…

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Journal of 11/23/2019 2nd Entry

Journal of 11/23/2019 2nd Entry

Posted on November 25, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

I am going through his desk and school items. A couple of days ago, I found “thank you” notes he had written to…

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Journal of 11/23/2019

Journal of 11/23/2019

Posted on November 24, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

As I put on his Celtic Ogham stone this morning, I remembered the whole exchange purchasing it. Last summer, Joan and I were…

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Journal of 11/21/2019

Journal of 11/21/2019

Posted on November 22, 2020November 16, 2020 by Ridghaus

We had a family meeting last night. Talked about therapy, if it was helpful, what people wanted to do moving forward. I mentioned…

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Journal of 11/19/2019

Journal of 11/19/2019

Posted on November 20, 2020November 19, 2020 by Ridghaus

I had a visitor to my dreams last night. I’ll say “he” because that was the overall impression I had of a gender…

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Journal of 11/18/2019

Journal of 11/18/2019

Posted on November 19, 2020October 27, 2020 by Ridghaus

I didn’t cry today.  The first time.  I was a little choked up talking with Patrick Clement about Gabriel and again when I…

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