Journal of 3/30/2020
I have been traipsing over the same ground for the last couple of weeks. “Smell of Rain on Dust” talks about a canoe…
Read MoreI have been traipsing over the same ground for the last couple of weeks. “Smell of Rain on Dust” talks about a canoe…
Read More2/6/20 (on 2/10) [dreams] I dreamed of Gabriel. Twice actually. The first dream he was all ages, well, youthful ones anyway. But it…
Read More5 months today. The lockdown for coronavirus combined with the time since I lost you feels like lifetimes have passed. I sleep, not…
Read More3/18/2020 I had a dream about Gabriel last night. He wasn’t 18, but neither was he 5/6 as the dreams’ context suggests. When…
Read MoreI am not changed But/Yet, I am not the same Did you appreciate my laugh? It’s still there, even if less frequent. Did…
Read MoreFor most of the last five months, I have held at bay the “worry” or “not enough” hounds. Last night, though, wore on…
Read MoreTL:DR – I developed my first roll of film with a test roll of HP5, adjusting shutter speed to tell differences in exposure…
Read MoreI have been working on staying in the feelings and writing less. Not to write less, but so I can feel all these…
Read MoreJenna came over last night. We talked about Gabriel and I shared with her two things that I’d found on his iPod about…
Read More2/28/20 4 months. I awoke early. I think I did most days this week. I still see the 2-4 am time slot often….
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