I didn’t cry today.  The first time.  I was a little choked up talking with Patrick Clement about Gabriel and again when I…

We celebrated Aelora’s bday today. She had about 20 friends over and made cocktails along with Jamaican Black Bean Soup.She then swung fire…

Most of the time I feel lost. From moment to moment, I do not know where my character is headed. When we told…

Yesterday, it felt like Gabriel was away on a trip — He could come back any day. I knew he wouldn’t, but for…

Throughout the year, I had periods where I just couldn’t write. Either I was in the midst of the emotion and I wanted…

Hundreds crowded into the theatre to witness and memorialize Gabriel’s life. Family and friends shared stories, laughter, and sadness communally to send Gabriel’s…

I held this paper in my hands last year on 11/02/2019. It had brief outline for the service scheduled 11/03. Most prominent here…

Gabriel talked about having a family crest. The days after his death, being so sudden, I longed to hear his voice, longed to…

Tips Surviving your child’s suicide Day 1. You have a 400 pound weight sitting somewhere between your chest and your stomach. Get a…